Saturday, April 03, 2004

attempt to be diligent

I haven't been diligient in updating my blog. Partially it's because I lost interest, was too busy with work, but really, what am I saying, it's mostly because I'm lazy. That and my pc sucks. I need to update it. And my connection sucks. Need to change. TMNet sucks.

Would try to update more diligently. Like now.

It's a crazy few months since my editor went on her sabbathical. *wail* I also want to be on sabbathical. *cross arms and sulk*

I guess this is what I want. I did want to make it in the media industry. So now I got my wish. Now if only I can tahan till end of the year before I say 'Sayonara' and head Down Under and scream 'Arrvvooo, mate!'. After all, how many get to be in my position to be deputy editor in a matter of six months?

The best thing to happen to me so far was the trip to Singapore where I got to meet Secret Garden! Sigh, joy profound. I even got a photo with them and autographs on my CDs. True bliss... when the photos are developed I will post them up.

Been depressed lately, alot. And God has been kind. He has sent me rain everyday. I love you, God. Sometimes... not when I have shit in my face, of course, but when it rains, I know it is You consoling me. Thank you.

I'm really seriously thinking of avenues to help KC. But I don't know how. I am going to meet this guy, Albert, to talk to me about networking. God knows how that works, but I hope it allows me a chance to help KC.

I've been thinking about how selfish I am... need to work on that.